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I can be your addiction if you wanna get hooked on me!  Okay, so a bit of background information. I've had my cheeks pierced for.. I'd say about 2 months, maybe? They were pierced at 14G, with PTFE. They were the right length to allow for swelling, and everything. They started out fine. Minimal pain, hardly any swelling.. all was going well. Until maybe about a month into healing them. They started acting up. And it's hard to explain, so I'll let the pictures to do the talking for me. Onward, to the pictures. (WARNING: These are extremely close-up, big, and pretty gross!) ( Click! ) And hello new account. My new username- straightupgay. Add me, but comment me first, because I don't see any point in adding everyone from here when we barely talk anymore. And it will all be friends only. I can't believe my princess is already over 4 months old. Time really is flying. In more ways then one. I am happy again. I thought it would take longer for this to happen. I thought it would take a man for this to happen [HA]! I have a lovely daughter, whose smile lights up the room. I have an amazing job, one I've been wanting for years. I have very few close friends, but my favorites make me very happy. Yes, some things are missing. But in time I'm sure they'll enter the picture when the time is right. I have been sick a lot lately. There is so much little stuff wrong with me. If I made a list it'd be a page long. I don't know if it's somehow all tied together, or I am dying of some plague. Who knows. And we all know going to the doctor is out of the question because I don't have insurance and finding out would cost a lot. It's like ever since I had the baby something is hurting, or I have a cold, or the flu. Thanks, Sarah. [You need to come get pierced!] What do you call: 1. A body of water, smaller than a river, contained within relatively narrow banks. 2. What the thing you push around the grocery store is called. 3. A metal container to carry a meal in. 4. The thing that you cook bacon and eggs in. 5. The piece of furniture that seats three people. 6. The device on the outside of the house that carries rain off the roof. 7. The covered area outside a house where people sit in the evening. 8. Carbonated, sweetened, non-alcoholic beverages. 9. A flat, round breakfast food served with syrup. 10. A long sandwich designed to be a whole meal in itself. 11. The piece of clothing worn by men at the beach. 12. Shoes worn for sports. 13. Putting a room in order. 14. A flying insect that glows in the dark. 15. The little insect that curls up into a ball. 16. The children's playground equipment where one kid sits on one side and goes up while the other sits on the other side and goes down. 17. How do you eat your pizza? 18. What's it called when private citizens put up signs and sell their used stuff? 19. What's the evening meal? 20. The thing under a house where the furnace and perhaps a rec room are? 21. What do you call the thing that you can get water out of to drink in public places? ( My answers. ) i am so confused right now. i wish i could just make everything right. the one thing i am positive about? i fucking love weed. I have a job. I am the piercer at Fusion. Do you realize how ECSTATIC I am for this? I've wanted this forever. And I cannot thank Jeremy enough for coming through. He does so much for me. And I am excited to start. Nervous as hell, too. I still have a lot to learn, but with Jeremy helping me I hope everything goes well. How amazing would it be if my career is actually what I've always wanted it to be? No more apprenticing. No more not getting paid. No more being people's bitch. It's me, by myself, doing what I love. I start whenever I want to start. I'll probably aim for this coming Tuesday. I'm going to watch Jeremy and do a couple piercings over the weekend to get back in the swing of things. It's just going to be so weird to be doing it with no one there in case I need help. AHHHHH I'M SO EXCITED! Life is decent. My mom and I bought tanning memberships. That makes me happy. My philosophy = tan fat looks better than pale fat. Haha. Isabell is doing good. When I took her to the ped. a couple weeks ago she weighed 11 lbs, 8 oz. I am OBSESSED with America's Best Dance Crew. I really, REALLY want Breaksk8 to win. So if you watch, PLEASE vote for them. I'll give you kisses. I have been having issues lately. My stomach is hurting everytime I eat or drink anything. It's really weird. I feel anorexic almost, because I really can't eat anything or my stomach will kill me. Oh well, losing weight is a good thing anyway. Ha. I am on my period. I did not miss this. How about you stop reading my journal and get a life? Like your opinion of what we do matters to us. You're just a dumb teenager. Grow up already. Mrs. "I'm soooo over all the drama". I can tell, considering you keep trying to start it. Go tend to your baby, instead of wasting time stalking us. LOLZ In other news, we went to a show last night that was in a barn. The wind chill was -11. C'mon now. And they tried to make us pay $7. Like I'm going to pay money to catch pneumonia. But then we went to Starlight and hungout with Erika, Anthony, Jason, and Anthony's girlfriend and that was fun. Supposed to go over to Erika's today with the babyboo but it's freezing outside and my car won't start. So I guess it's a wait and see kinda thing. Shitload of new pictures of the baby on my myspace. www.myspace.com/makesamnotwar But her album is Friend's Only so you have to have me added. Yesterday was a good day. Picked Mariah up from school at 10 in the morning, basically chilled at my house all day. Went up to Electric Chair because Jeremy said he started drawing my chest piece. I am so fucking excited for that. Went over to Sam2's, Michaela came over, and we all hungout for a bit. Got a half gallon of Five O' Clock vodka, and started on that. Called Brian.. dumb idea. Apparently he didn't really want to talk to me. Called Enoch and went to pick him up.. dumb idea #2. Haha. I don't really remember the drive, and I know we had to u-turn because Michaela was supposed to be telling me where it was. Got back to Sam2's, basically Michaela was in the hall in just her underwear talking to her ex on the phone. Mariah was laying down with the baby, I can't remember what Sam2 was doing at this point, and Enoch was kind of looking at us all like "right bitches". I went to bed at like 2 I think, Enoch woke me up at 8 something to take him home. Michaela kept apologizing for being a "buzzkill" even though she wasn't. It's cute. I was super fucking hungover earlier, but I took a shower and drank a slurpee, so now I'm better. Haha. The half gallon is demolished. It was a lot of fun. Danny got Isabell a cuteass onesie from Spencer's that says "Don't you wish your mom was hot like mine?" Hahahah. Fucking $15 for that shit! But it's so adorable. And it makes me smile that he thinks about her when he's out and about. My friends are REALLY good with her. Mariah was basically watching her all day yesterday, Sam2 never wants to put her down, Michaela kept picking her up and calling her gorgeous, Danny loves her, Jerell loves her.. it just makes me happy. I was so worried that people would stop hanging out with me after I had the baby, but most of them get mad if I leave the baby at home. Lol. Alaina uploaded more pictures of the baby. I can't believe how old she's getting. I know it's only a little over a month, but when you're the mommy that's old to you.    Her faces crack me up. & people wonder why I'll be in another room laughing my ass off when it's just the baby and I. |
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